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You are beautiful like demolition. Just the thought of you draws my knuckles white. I don’t need a god. I have you and your beautiful mouth, your hands holding onto me, the nails leaving unfelt wounds, your hot breath on my neck. The taste of your saliva. The darkness is ours. The nights belong to us.

Everything we do is secret. Nothing we do will ever be understood; we will be feared and kept well away from. It will be the stuff of legend, endless discussion and limitless inspiration for the brave of heart. It’s you and me in this room, on this floor. Beyond life, beyond morality. We are gleaming animals painted in moonlit sweat glow. Our eyes turn to jewels and everything we do is an example of spontaneous perfection.

I have been waiting all my life to be with you. My heart slams against my ribs when I think of the slaughtered nights I spent all over the world waiting to feel your touch. The time I annihilated while I waited like a man doing a life sentence. Now you’re here and everything we touch explodes, bursts into bloom or burns to ash. History atomizes and negates itself with our every shared breath. I need you like life needs life. I want you bad like a natural disaster. You are all I see. You are the only one I want to know.

- Henry Rollins

Roadtripping to byron bay and nimbin in this campervan with my aussie sweetheart was so awesome!


"This series was made to tackle the supposed norms of what we think our bodies are supposed to look like. Most of us realize that the media displays only the prettiest photos of people, yet we compare ourselves to those images.

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"Photographer Peter Hegre did the whole world a favour when he decided to upload a set of photos of his wife in 2012. A talented yoga instructor, Hegre got her to pose in some of her favourite positions in a tasteful display of talent. Not a single bit ostentatious, the photos are a beautiful tribute to the art of yoga and also a testament to the benefits it can bring. Have a look for yourself."

sooo good !


So awesome! makes me wish i was a dancer.


Louise Bourgeois - The couple
The acclaimed French sculptress Louise Bourgeois achieved notoriety near the end of her career. Her definitive breakthrough occurred at a retrospective exhibition at MOMA in New York when she was 70 years old. She told the world in an interview that her art was mainly autobiographical. Throughout her artistic career she used her art to process a childhood trauma: When she was eleven she found out the family’s English governess was also her father’s lover. The difficult relationship she had to her mother is reflected in one of her most famous pieces, Maman, a gigantic spider that filled the entire Turbin Hall of the Tate Gallery in London, in 2000.
The sculpture she intends to create for the park also deals with human relationships: A tightly twisted bundle, The Couple, dangles between the trees united for life, for good and bad.

So incredible! wow..

You want a physicist to speak at your funeral. You want the physicist to talk to your grieving family about the conservation of energy, so they will understand that your energy has not died. You want the physicist to remind your sobbing mother about the first law of thermodynamics; that no energy gets created in the universe, and none is destroyed. You want your mother to know that all your energy, every vibration, every Btu of heat, every wave of every particle that was her beloved child remains with her in this world. You want the physicist to tell your weeping father that amid energies of the cosmos, you gave as good as you got.

And at one point you’d hope that the physicist would step down from the pulpit and walk to your brokenhearted spouse there in the pew and tell him that all the photons that ever bounced off your face, all the particles whose paths were interrupted by your smile, by the touch of your hair, hundreds of trillions of particles, have raced off like children, their ways forever changed by you. And as your widow rocks in the arms of a loving family, may the physicist let her know that all the photons that bounced from you were gathered in the particle detectors that are her eyes, that those photons created within her constellations of electromagnetically charged neurons whose energy will go on forever.

And the physicist will remind the congregation of how much of all our energy is given off as heat. There may be a few fanning themselves with their programs as he says it. And he will tell them that the warmth that flowed through you in life is still here, still part of all that we are, even as we who mourn continue the heat of our own lives.

And you’ll want the physicist to explain to those who loved you that they need not have faith; indeed, they should not have faith. Let them know that they can measure, that scientists have measured precisely the conservation of energy and found it accurate, verifiable and consistent across space and time. You can hope your family will examine the evidence and satisfy themselves that the science is sound and that they’ll be comforted to know your energy’s still around. According to the law of the conservation of energy, not a bit of you is gone; you’re just less orderly. Amen.

- Aaron Freeman

This is stunning!

"Don’t hate what you don’t understand!"- John Lennon & Yoko Ono.


Sooo cool!

i badly want to learn how to do this.

Bucket list


- get a masters degree
- be able to play metallica - nothing else matters on guitar
- be a mum
- to never stop striving to learn and try new things
- swim in each of the seven seas
- have serial multiple orgasms✓
- dive in the great barrier reef✓
- work as a bar tender✓
- sky dive✓
- go zip lining✓
- see a wild manta ray
- be able to do the kapotasana pose in yoga
- road trip in the states
- fall madly in love with someone who’ll love me back✓
- go skinny dipping in the moon light✓
- live in another country
- build an igloo
- learn how to play the piano
- walk the inca trail ✓
- safari in africa
- scuba dive to a large ship wreck✓
- skiing in the alps✓
- pee my name in snow
- carnival in Rio de Janeiro
- visit jerusalem
- buy my own board and learn how to surf
- be in two places at once✓
- experience a lunar eclipse
- run a marathon
- be a vegetarian for a month
- participate in the festival of colours india
- watch the ball drop on times square
- visit the pyramids
- fly in a hot air balloon✓
- cinnamon challenge✓
- mosh at a concert✓
- donate blood
- learn spanish
- do some time in the military
- work in the fields of australia
- kiss a naturally redheaded girl
- fill a truck bed full of pillows and blankets and drive in the middle of nowhere to go stargazing
- kiss underwater
- paint (messy) twister
- carve my name into a tree with someone i love
- bathe in spaghetti
- mile high club
- be in zero gravity
- lucid dream
- watch baby sea turtles hatch